I am having a really hard time with this talk thing...why did they ask me to speak? There used to be a time when I would have jumped at the chance. But when they ask me I honestly only said yes cuz this seems to be an automatic response with me for some reason these days. I have no idea what I'm going to say. I don't know if it will be good. I don't even know if anyone will understand me or if I'm going to be preaching some kind of incorrect doctrine or something. What am I doing? Is it too late to back out?