I have no idea how I got here. I spent so much time dating and being single and going through boyfriends and now here I am -- in my late 30's, married and with a baby on the way. Sometimes it doesn't feel real, like I'm playing house. Last night my husband and I ordered nursery furniture from Pottery Barn. We made a list of things we still need to get from Amazon and discussed the credit cards with the best points to put it on for travel miles and cash back bonuses. We have 401k's and a savings account and talk about stock investments. You'd think, at almost 40, I would feel like a responsible adult and this would all feel normal right now. It does not. Any moment I wonder when I'm going to wake up. There were times I thought maybe I'll never get married. I wondered if I'd be able to have children -- or get the chance to even try. This baby, so far, seems so healthy and so far I've felt healthy throughout the pregnancy. I'm blessed with go
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2- Is it okay to test out grapes and candy at the stores without purchasing what you tasted?
3- Is it okay to embelish on your resume and make up for it later?
4- Are little white lies ok? Lies that presereve peoples feeling without really dragging you in the moral quagmire?
5- Is it okay to talk about grievences between friends behind there backs, given they keep it in a small circle?
6- Is swearing really not ok?
7- Is it okay to take toilet paper rolls from work?
8- Is it two faced to be curtious to people you despise?
9- What is a sell out? Amd why do we worry about it? (That is really ambiguous!)
10- Is it okay to have pets in a pet free environemnt if no one knows about it?
I doubt these will help, but hey, brainstorm you know.
About your situation. That is quite the conundrum. I say let time take its course. The fates may put the two of you together again.
Jefe-way to bring yourself to work today