I have no idea how I got here. I spent so much time dating and being single and going through boyfriends and now here I am -- in my late 30's, married and with a baby on the way. Sometimes it doesn't feel real, like I'm playing house. Last night my husband and I ordered nursery furniture from Pottery Barn. We made a list of things we still need to get from Amazon and discussed the credit cards with the best points to put it on for travel miles and cash back bonuses. We have 401k's and a savings account and talk about stock investments. You'd think, at almost 40, I would feel like a responsible adult and this would all feel normal right now. It does not. Any moment I wonder when I'm going to wake up. There were times I thought maybe I'll never get married. I wondered if I'd be able to have children -- or get the chance to even try. This baby, so far, seems so healthy and so far I've felt healthy throughout the pregnancy. I'm blessed with go
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I actually think it's droned on and on about so much here that people become apathetic about it. They become apathetic and scared and stick around and don't do anything about it or just try to forget about it. Much safer that way. I know it was for me. I think that blog entry was more about me becoming acclaimated to my surroundings. In DC it's all World events and politics and what you do for a living and who you know. Here it's more about the simple things in life.
yeah. i feel you. i can see why it's a geographical/cultural change but also i think good old fashioned blog burn out. i pretty much haven't written anything interesting in my blog since i got to the one year mark. i partially don't have time to compose anything well what with teaching a night class and the other thing with the boy, but i also have way less good ideas. and i live in DC so i have no excuse. there's also the possibility of SAD that stevester brings up on his blog.
Way off topic I had a friend that went to Coachilla and had the time of her life.